Originally posted 8th March 2011
A year ago today my Mum died and it hurts as much today as it did then.
I do remember the good times, there were lots of them and I am grateful for them but on days like today I can’t help but cry for what I have lost. I cry for her, for what she misses out on, for the things she didn’t do, I cry for my Dad left behind and I cry for me and all the things I cannot share with her.
I will not descend into darkness.
I will remember the smiles.
But today they are further away than they will be tomorrow.
This picture is a smile through the tears!
To Mum, I love you and I miss you!